i am living inside a bubble

its funny how easily we forget how the world thinks about sex.the outside world i mean, way outside. Â like in the midwest and southern states.

we are spoiled living in our liberal blue state on the edge of america.

a lot of people here are like me. Â and they ran away from where ever hellish redneck community they grew up in to be the gays and lesbians and whores they always knew they were.

 the outside world recently slapped me in the face.  the reality is out there.  i am a sexually  marginalized citizen because of what i choose as a career.  though i pay my taxes, have money in the bank and obey the law…. i am a lowlife piece of shit.  Â

a few months ago i bought a cat from the a breeder in michigan. Â before the sale she was sweet as can be, offering advice and telling me that i should feel free to contact her any time with concerns i may have about this kitten.

after we received our beautiful sphynx baby, heinrich… the breeder has changed her tune. Â deciding to be difficult and not sending the cat’s papers. Â in my efforts to get the papers sent to me it has somehow escalated into a fight.Â

i say “i have never been treated so rudely”

to which this breeders sister/business partner replies, “You Should Be Used To People Talking To You Far Worse Than That Seeing As How The Business You Are In Attracts All Physchos And Sexual Preadators.”

wow.

wow wow wow.

oh my god.

not that it has anything to do with anything else.

 this is just insane.

i forget people can be this way. Â its not like i disclosed information about my line of work to this person… they have been searching this out. Â like a crazy person.

this really bothers me a great deal. Â its the 2000′s, i am an adult… we are all adults.

i try to chalk it up to jealousy and ignorance.

i wish people like this would just fall off the planet.

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